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About suzyloves

i am flowers on the side of the road. 'yes' and 'joy' are important to me. i may not re-read what i write, and i never won a spelling bee, but i do hope you enjoy. the world is getting larger, and i fear our 'human-ness' is growing smaller. this is my attempt to connect. i do love you and i do miss you, so this is my hand reaching out so we can all be love <3

5 years ago, today; in loving memory of Ryan Lanza

Today, 5 years ago, my younger brother Ryan, who was 5 years younger than I, died, tragically young. He was 29 years old. It was the worst day of my life and it probably still is and it reframed everything … Continue reading

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~consciousnesstimeline~

http://www.enlightenment.com/media/essays/consciousnesstimeline.html Via the mystic wonder Rob Bresney::: Sometimes we get so bound up fretting about the damage that fundamentalist religions wreak on the world that we forget about a countervailing development: the explosion of wisdom about spirituality and consciousness that … Continue reading

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~3650 days {2009/2019}

2009 to 2019 Was this the best and very worst decade of my little life? Probably . This decade helped me understand we are bigger than we believe and also smaller than we think. I learned about my inner fortitude. … Continue reading

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India journal, May/June 2019

India journal, May/June 2019 983 76 41 11:45a, platform 2 ^ life suddenly becomes filled with tiny numbers that can make or break my reality for the next hour– or, next few days. Gate 37. Platform 9. Section A. Airline … Continue reading

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Unexpected healings, or: 5d real estate for sale in a lovely neighborhood!

I recently had an unexpected healing with a skillful massage therapist who made bigggg progress in opening my heart chakra, and she also gave me the gift of the most understandable explanation of 5d reality that I’ve heard to date. … Continue reading

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Grief- oh hai there // Here we go again

♡ I get new phones. I forget to download the apps. I knew WordPress had one. I knew 3 phones ago. Now it’s back on my current handheld all-the-freaking time digital bestie. So maybe more writing will happen? Time will … Continue reading

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John Daniel Lanza, 9/7/49 – 4/5/18 // & For the first year in a decade

For the first year in a decade, no one blogged here. In 2017. For the entire year. It’s 2018 now. Things are already markedly different in my life. My father just passed away. Like just, just. It makes me wonder … Continue reading

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