i just wrote a really long blog about how someone sent me an awful awful email with the sentences:
“You know the revolving cast of characters won’t be around once you lose your looks and aren’t good for sex or modeling, and it scares you when you put your pretty head on the pillow at night.
I always kept my distance from you because it was pretty clear what you were. Part of this dance was my fault for thinking you were attractive and not cutting the string when I damn well knew there was nothing but vapidness.”
ok so bc he thought i was attractive that made ME the vapid one, even though thats the only reason HE liked me, as a person, WOW!!! i hope this vapidness ratio is not so high in most friendships, lest we all just float away or disappear without a trace…
and i went on and on about how i didnt do a thing to this guyyyy and how people just sometimes love to hate people who love their lives. and i truly love my life and i think that makes people mad. i try to go through it having as much fun as i can without hurting anyone. i have a very high success rate!
and my computer eff’d up and the draft wasnt saved. and im so happy bc even though i am still for some reason posting this, the most drama i have ever probably put on here, bc i need to vent, its not as 15 year old as the first post. (sidenote: thanks be to GOD that i did not have a blog at 15! i can only imagine…!)
i think we should all:::
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