a part of me wants to buy myself a wedding ring and marry my self and my soul and meditate for a million hours in a month and make art (make art make art how fucccccking long have i been saying that) and just DO IT RIGHT and know myself even more than i already do, than i can even fathom>>> inside and out. can you help me? no. a little, but no, not really. can i help me? yes. yesyesyyesyesyysysysysyysysyessss
am i going to? hopefully./ maybe/ YES. somehow.
you know what i just emailed that to you. but im going to blog it. because i believe in this and want it so much.