alex i thought you were really drinking lilac wine. and i was like, where does one get such a thing!~ i have rose-flavored indian candies, but, i think that is the closest thing to lilac wine that i have eaten. oh. and that flower salad at leah and jays wedding!
here is this. i just read it and has to post it. i always feel mildly juvenile quoting Jack K.- but- i always always just love his words. they set me free in a way that almost nothing else does./.
“Hold still, man, regain your love of life and go down from this mountain and simply be—be—be the infinite fertilities of the one mind of infinity, make no comments, complaints, criticisms, appraisals, avowals, sayings, shooting stars of thoughts, just flow, flow, be you all, be you what it is, it is only what it always is—Hope is a word like a snow-drift—This is the Great Knowing, this the Awakening, this is Voidness—So shut up, like, travel, adventure, bless and don’t be sorry—Prunes, prunes, eat your prunes—And you have been forever, and will be forever, and all the worrisome smashings of your foot on innocent cupboard doors it was only the Void pretending to be a man pretending not to know the Void—”
its balmy here today. sort of actually warm. ok. ok. not warm at all. but, its sort of not cold.
i just ate a wheat bagel with lox spread, and i immediately want another one.
that isnt so bad, is it : )
im trying on outfits for a shoot with a boy from vancouver who is visiting, and i am amped bc i just found out this stylist will be bringing clothes to my shoot on monday.
yeah yeah yeah. gonna be a photoworthy weekend.