was out of contact with my normal life for a long weekend. went to new jersey, saw family, had a nice holiday, went to PA, saw friends, at a nice wedding, went to shopping areas in both to places, not so much to shop, but more just to see the state of this years holiday shopping. and i had a pretty bad internet connection all throughout these exciting times.
my family is nice and well as always. i feel loved by them forever and ever, and that is good. that is pretty much the most i can say about it. nothing profound, but, nothing at all bad happens when i go home.
i am gearing up for a huge work project and a lot of modeling as well this week. i feel like i have so so little downtime in new york. i know, we do it to ourselves. i know, i have the option to sit and meditate. but… for some reason (ok- many many reasons), it is way harder here than other places to find your center. so you just spin out to whatever center you can find at the time.
i am in the planning stages to leave. if i stay at my job til march i will have been there 2 years and that is good for resume. and then, maybe i can freelance a bit between the two areas, and then slowly make some sort of physical move by july-ish.
“Caffeine, booze, cupcakes, Italian: the food groups of the NYC diet.” from today’s NYC edition of daily candy.
not untrue. for me, even. even though i try to be good and careful and healthy about life.
i do think i have to leave.
SO now that ive planned my life out in a blog post– i want to say i hope everyone had a really nice and great thanksgiving