yeah yeah- i got through monday

i do hate monday’s guts at times. alex, i know you dont feel this bc you dont trudge to an office right now on monday. and i didnt work for awhile on mondays (and soon, i think i wont again), so i didnt feel this way, but right now i do and i do. and just as i was getting into the sweet spot of bohemian weekend lifestyle living, suddenly uninvited monday crashes into my life, and i just want to push it out the window to its death.

punch it in the face.

stomp on its brain.

ha.

ive never been so violent about anything, right? but that is so how i felt this morning. i didnt think i would make it. but of course i made it. and it was actually a fine day in the office. i was productive, i liked talking to everyone, and i became excited about my job again and my organization’s goals. every time i want to quit, like for real, i start to like it again. weird. but, hey, thats life.

right now i am internet-conferencing with the artist i am working for in greece. on wednesday, i will fly there. once i land, a driver will pick me up and i will be given a cell phone to use when i am there. i need to bring a dress that i will jump into a pool wearing, if that is ok. YES thats ok! you mean thats the most i have to accomplish at ‘work’ for a week-  jumping into the ocean in a dress? yes, sure. i can have that on your desk by 6 pm.

ahh. so excited to lie on the beach. and have my picture taken. and make art. and be out of the city. city swapping and making art are my favorite things to do. and falling in love. but i think all of those things are actually just different variations of falling in love.

About suzyloves

i am flowers on the side of the road. 'yes' and 'joy' are important to me. i may not re-read what i write, and i never won a spelling bee, but i do hope you enjoy. the world is getting larger, and i fear our 'human-ness' is growing smaller. this is my attempt to connect. i do love you and i do miss you, so this is my hand reaching out so we can all be love <3
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One Response to yeah yeah- i got through monday

  1. suzyloves says:

    this one… alex alex… we write good things sometimes. lets make a book, huh?? 🙂 find all the good ones and send em to an f’ing publisher? then we can go to spain and drink wine/work for social issues/ write/ make art for a few years longer. LIVIN OFF ROLAYTIES haha

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