alex hi hi

i have been in ny. its been hot, ive been hanging out. things i dont want to go ‘public’ (blog public) with. its this weird stage: i broke up with dustin. we are done. not dating. NOT DATING. but i dont want to write details of what happens after that here, bc i sure as fucking hell would not want to read it from him…

so i have been in ny. maybe 5% depressed. its hot here. the entire rest of my summer, like each day, is planned out until sept. i know its only a month i guess bc today is august, but still. it depresses me. i am whimsical and need to be able to have whimsical actions! but, i am going to greece for a week, and i suppose i can be whimsical there, right, so i should shut my mouth and stop complaining!

um, i just found a part of a pot brownie in my purse, from visiting you. i had wrapped up a little from the party to bring to the bar in case the bar was boring and the lines for drinks were long. and i forgot i had it. and i find it, a week later. after airport security and all that. reminds me of us in amsterdam- we tried so hard to smoke all of it, give it away, you left bunches in the mens room with a note attached, and yet, we come home and we all have some on us, in some form. HA.

your fashion resolve sounds fun. maybe i will end up at burning man. i would want to go with you most of it. i would wear extreme eye make up and love it. hmmm… ideas. loving ideas….

this picture is going to be on the cover of an australlian novel ! cool huh?

by the way, do you read these stats? someone found our blog by searching “naked dance party”. ha. figures.

this picture isnt ! but, i like it

this picture isnt ! but, i like it

About suzyloves

i am flowers on the side of the road. 'yes' and 'joy' are important to me. i may not re-read what i write, and i never won a spelling bee, but i do hope you enjoy. the world is getting larger, and i fear our 'human-ness' is growing smaller. this is my attempt to connect. i do love you and i do miss you, so this is my hand reaching out so we can all be love <3
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One Response to alex hi hi

  1. john says:

    Congrats on the novel cover.

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