reading through old emails…

alex- do you read gmail directly from gmail, or did you download that email server thing on your mac that sorts out your email for you? that was NOT the correct way to explain that, but i just woke up and dont care about making sense right now and so i am reading old emails bc of this system i just installed, and i found something i wrote to an old boyfriend in ’06 i think and i thought it was funny:

“well, as always, thanks alot for being as inconsiderate as you possibly could have been. thanks for messing up my life once more. i cant believe i let you do that to me again.

i threw your phone out of a moving train. “
and then another, about how i spent the night out in nyc and made my way back to work in CT the next morning without ever making it home to change: “
“i wore a really ugly/funny outfit to work today: my dress from the party yesterday as a skirt (like folded over around my waist), a suitcoat i had found in my car and my red shoes. hahah. its really unprofessional! haha/”
and, this, from ’06 as well: “im thinking about coming to ny on wed if you arent busy. id like to see you before you leave. the painter is having a birthday party, he said it will be starting around 8 and going on till late.
im also thinking about quitting my job today. ill let you know how that goes.

About suzyloves

i am flowers on the side of the road. 'yes' and 'joy' are important to me. i may not re-read what i write, and i never won a spelling bee, but i do hope you enjoy. the world is getting larger, and i fear our 'human-ness' is growing smaller. this is my attempt to connect. i do love you and i do miss you, so this is my hand reaching out so we can all be love <3
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