two nights in a row i hang out with people who talk and talk about how the bush fam made their their monies from funding the natzis.
dustin and i are _____*, so my life is going to get interesting for awhile. new people. new places. new new york.
the photographer i worked for last night chain smoked joints like they were cigarettes and talked for the first hour and a half that i was there, before picking up a camera, about the world economy/ the world bank/ bankers maps/ how england owns everything, especially all of new york city/ racism/ revolutions/ slavery/ africa/ how we eat too much and it makes us completely lazy/ food additives/ mugwort will help me remember my dreams/ um, a bunch of other things/ and that we have turned into spectators instead of really living.
that is exactly why i love modeling. and i guess i love wearing masks and spraypainted sunglasses and all that, too…