and who’s life is this, is what i want to say

so many pairs of black underware on the floor in this room- where do they come from. i see two, three? is that sort of all i ever where in my boyfriends house?

red bull for breakfast. hanging out in a loft, in ny, with a band, who is famous, and about to go on tour.

how come i only want to write when i had to leave 5 minutes ago?

how come i really like nature but REALLY hate the rain.

how come i put on cheap make up that i bought in queens- goldlipgloss- and i am yet again going out to meet a man who is a stranger but will soon be taking photos of me, knowing my face better than i do. taking a piece of my photogenic soul.

how come the lip gloss – the smell of it- makes me feel like i am in junior high. going to meet an upper classman.

howcome. shortcoming.

About suzyloves

i am flowers on the side of the road. 'yes' and 'joy' are important to me. i may not re-read what i write, and i never won a spelling bee, but i do hope you enjoy. the world is getting larger, and i fear our 'human-ness' is growing smaller. this is my attempt to connect. i do love you and i do miss you, so this is my hand reaching out so we can all be love <3
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One Response to and who’s life is this, is what i want to say

  1. D. Leigh Abts says:

    Lip gloss. Reminds me of Freshmen coming up and talking to me in highschool…

    Thats right! I went to an all boys military school, no lip gloss memorys for me.

    tears.

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