somedays i like to close my eyes on the subway- for a bit- then open then really quickley to see if anyone is staring at me.
or just looking at me.
i havent met any friends that way, and i am not looking for a lover, but it is still interesting for me to do this- especially yes when the R train is being slow and local.
update on new york life (besides odd underground habits):
i am trying to make myself homeless at the end of october [ hoping to not resign my lease and live w dennis/ travel all over the country for 3 months ]
i have started working three days a week instead of two. (BOO! but ok)
i have endeavored to model all over the country. portland, first. LA, second. richmond, philly (for surely), UK!!!, canada, DC, that artists colony in mexico. AHHHH i am in love with the possibilities of the universe. hurrah hurrah hurrah.
now off to do the office work that i had weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeks to do that i am certainly always doing in the last moments before going back to the office.