gawd! i am way too whimsical. and maybe a little bit too obsessed with being happy (if there is such a thing as TOO MUCH for that).
this isnt for me. i feel like ive been through it all:
hard hard hard emotionally draining social-work-y work
too much pressure from super rich people work
and now, simply too much paperwork and too many numbers. i dont feel enough of a connection. ive known it for awhile, but it really came out this week.
maybe i will get my dream come true of working as a freelance grantwriter- model for fun projects- waitress- editor.
yay yay yay yay.
moving and quitting and loving all the way.
updates, again, loom. nearby.