have we been through this a millionnnnn times before ??
you are the perfect person to ask, you can understand it from both sides.
i dont want my boyfriend to think all these woman in nyc are pretty. how do i get over that? do i just not care- just recognize that liking for a second like that is so different than
LOVING someone. like really loving???
i dont want to end uo being a burden or boring to him. like- id rather be a mistress to him than a wife. you know??? what to do!!!!!!!!!!!
somedays i dont care. and some days it drives me crazy.
besides that, all is great.
california trip is in the works!!
i love you much(most beautiful darling)i love you much(most beautiful darling) more than anyone on the earth and i like you better than everything in the sky -sunlight and singing welcome your coming although winter may be everywhere with such a silence and such a darkness noone can quite begin to guess (except my life)the true time of year- and if what calls itself a world should have the luck to hear such singing(or glimpse such sunlight as will leap higher than high through gayer than gayest someone's heart at your each nearness)everyone certainly would(my most beautiful darling)believe in nothing but love
(- ee cummings)