alex! i need help from a male!

have we been through this a millionnnnn times before ??

you are the perfect person to ask, you can understand it from both sides.

i dont want my boyfriend to think all these woman in nyc are pretty. how do i get over that? do i just not care- just recognize that liking for a second like that is so different than
LOVING someone. like really loving???

i dont want to end uo being a burden or boring to him. like- id rather be a mistress to him than a wife. you know??? what to do!!!!!!!!!!!


somedays i dont care. and some days it drives me crazy.

besides that, all is great.

california trip is in the works!!

i love you much(most beautiful darling) 
i love you much(most beautiful darling)  more than anyone on the earth and i like you better than everything in the sky  -sunlight and singing welcome your coming  although winter may be everywhere with such a silence and such a darkness noone can quite begin to guess  (except my life)the true time of year-  and if what calls itself a world should have the luck to hear such singing(or glimpse such sunlight as will leap higher than high through gayer than gayest someone's heart at your each  nearness)everyone certainly would(my most beautiful darling)believe in nothing but love

 (- ee cummings)


About suzyloves

i am flowers on the side of the road. 'yes' and 'joy' are important to me. i may not re-read what i write, and i never won a spelling bee, but i do hope you enjoy. the world is getting larger, and i fear our 'human-ness' is growing smaller. this is my attempt to connect. i do love you and i do miss you, so this is my hand reaching out so we can all be love <3
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