i hope everyone had a nice holiday with at least one of the following:

a) family they love to be around

b) friends they love to be around

c) cool present of any sort, even if it was a chat with someone from category a or b over some mulled wine or something

 d) appreciation

e) good food!

f) rest

ok. so i am at my parents house and i am trying to figure out ‘what do i need from here in my nyc apt?’, and the answer is soooo obviously NOTHING, bc my nyc apt is SMALL and i have EVERYTHING i could need, EVER, and even then SOME.

but looking i am. old journals? raw food cookbooks? or maybe some of these things: (just kidding; these things will promptly be removed from the box in my closet and thrown out with the xmas trash.)

a record made by some guys from a nieghboring town who i thought were so cool bc they were in a ‘punk rock band’.  highlights included a track entitled ‘He Died on the Lawn (of Cake and Heroin)’ with the lyrical wonder lines of “I’ll hang up and call you right back again/Can you drive me to the bar?/ It’s only 2.2 miles from here/ …. / I’m not afraid (x47). ”

or maybe i should bring the business cards my friends and i all traded from the jobs we landed out of college. waitt….. no one is still at any of those jobs…

OR theres always that litery journal from Temple where i published a poem. (which may rightfully be called ;the worst thing i have ever, ever!, typed in my life. very cringeworthy)

runner-up options: -shoebox upon shoebox of photos from jr high, high school, college, and some post college. quite a few are drunken, unrememorable nights. almost all feature an ugly outfit/ person i think id rather forget/ red eyes. or people i have actually forgotten.

-exboyfriend’s music/ art/ letters/ cards/ notes/ gifts/ etc

-books by james joyce and thomas pynchon i think i will suddenly, one day, be smart enough to understand

-cd cases!!! (i wish i didnt care about the enviroment and could just add to landfills like all the proper americans do!)

-and this tops it all: omg i found a package of two glowsticks!!!!!!! i am soo surprised no one from my age group has developed a weird dieases from swallowing one of those. no, from even having putting them in their mouths!!!

goodnight. happy holidays, lovelys.

About suzyloves

i am flowers on the side of the road. 'yes' and 'joy' are important to me. i may not re-read what i write, and i never won a spelling bee, but i do hope you enjoy. the world is getting larger, and i fear our 'human-ness' is growing smaller. this is my attempt to connect. i do love you and i do miss you, so this is my hand reaching out so we can all be love <3
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