suzy is reading and no one really calls me the right name at work, and she is so fine w that!
sometimes i like being really really sad. downright sad. mopey, miserable, give myself a day or however long to just get all into it and weep and moan and whatever is neccesary.
crying loudly in the shower. things like that. wearing a black hooded sweatshirt to the coffee shop, with the hood up all day.
tonight isnt a good night, but i will talk to you again soon.
ps- date is the 28th. email spoke to leah today
(I LOVE YOUn CANT WAIT TILL YOU ARE NEAR!)