hola hola hola … si, yo vivo…

pardon, pardon, pardon….  soy en espana y amo la playa, no la computador

eh. that could all be wrong.  but my keyboard does do things like this ñññññññ and €€€€€

suzy, friends, strangers, loves….  im sorry i should have blogged this entire trip and now its over.  i have many many journal entries that when i get home im going to edit and write on here.  all one big blog of my life in europe this time around.   s, this is the fucking 4th time i come to europe and im proud of that.

my week with jonathan was slight insanity and wonderful.  a pile of drugs and drinking and love that might never get spoken about, really.  haha.    and yes, lunch with jesse and friends from san francisco and all all all BEAUTY.

now i am in spain and not lonely and leaving the day after tomorrow.  i spent 2 nites in barcelona before getting a little citied-out.  no mas.  i needed the quiet, the beach, the people.  sitges.   im in sitges, a wonderful little beach town.  slightly commercial.  and very homosexual.  tink the south beach of europe-  pero less outlandish and more wonderful.  not at all florida  just gay and touristy like miami.   however, this being europe.. and this being my first time on a real european beachfront… i realize how much nudity im usually missing on.    LALOVEit.

not to mention, the actual nude beaches..  

so.  im wonderful, this is wonderful.. i cant wait to see you be with you and everyone in ny next week, the 12th.  i guess 2 weeks away.  im not lonesome, as much as bored.  in the day i sleep because at night i meet people and the interactions are all love.  and dancing.  not many americans, thats a blessing.  though, i, of course met  a boy in barcelona from SF who had all the same friends as i and we probably met at some time anyway.  he spotted me reading in the corner alone and thought only a rare american would do this.  true¿

i love love love it all.

suzy hasnt been blogging

(she is busy)

and alex hasnt been blogging. (he is in europe.)

so here is a quick post. suzy was reading the metro this morning, and…

paris hilton paris hilton. who ever cares about paris hilton? well, i sometimes do i guess, bc i thought this was funny:

she was seen holding the bible and the book ‘The power of Now’.

ha. an enlightened paris hilton would be fun. and very very very different.

ohh alex

we all turn 25 eventually.

if we are lucky…

just kidding. will write a more sympathetic entry soon. the hectic part of my week (office time), is done in 2 hours.

blog for me before you depart. LUCKY LUCKY you. you made it to 25 and now you are off to europe. !

happy birthday.

love you love you

turning 25.

HI SUZY SUZY SUZY. i have been “gone” – or just not on my computer and living up the travel life (airports, buses..) and stuff. (went to san fran, then to virginia city, nv to stay with dad. just got back to la tonight with a good sf friend. fun for birthdays)

but i will read all your posts, and write a ton of my own. i promise.

i just turned TWENTY FIVE 57 minutes ago.
NOT that that really means much to the guy with no watch and barely a correct clock in the house. its just plain FUN to dramatize the whole thing. and to bitch and complain and scream about AGING. its definitely the THING TO DO.

my friend, who never reads this blog but will now, LALALOVED your post that he just noticed. the goethe quote. i, personally couldn’t really understand it but he summed it up simpler: stop be lazy. do something about everything and the universe will place everything for you just right.

new york times current sun mag is about the current phenonenom of aging. the medical field. the idea of wisdom. life expectancy. so so interesting.

ANYWAY. so now ive been 25 for 1 hour 11 minutes. why do i like to state that??? HAHAH.

lalalove YOU YOU ME THEM US YOU.

(imold)

goethe- love that guy

“Until one is committed, there is hesitancy, the chance to draw back– Concerning all acts of initiative (and creation), there is one elementary truth that ignorance of which kills countless ideas and splendid plans: that the moment one definitely commits oneself, then Providence moves too. All sorts of things occur to help one that would never otherwise have occurred. A whole stream of events issues from the decision, raising in one’s favor all manner of unforeseen incidents and meetings and material assistance, which no man could have dreamed would have come his way. Whatever you can do, or dream you can do, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it. Begin it now.”

look at the things one finds out when they read the news- whew!

Rural Tibetans getting relocated- China is uprooting Tibetans and moving them to places called `socialist villages.’

http://www.miamiherald.com/578/story/98531.html

oh, you filthy rich new yorkers!

http://newyork.craigslist.org/mnh/dmg/322073373.html

and i thought i had heard it all from you rich girls!

today in nyc

is going so much better than i thought it would have, when i was working on a spreadsheet (gag) at 5 am this morning (GAG).  i feel well slept, i just finished a big monthly report, and the day is pretty much over.

yessssss

something funny:

i will be iin the background of at least 5 million  photographs by time i am done working in this madison ave office. i eat lunch in front of that famous nyc library with the lions in front of it, and tourists are always taking pictures. so i will live on, in scrapebooks over the sea, on bookshelves and coffeetables, with my mouth half full of salad. hair blowing in my face. legs likely unladylikely uncrossed.

and with my perpetual heart on my sleeve.

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things i would bring with my in response alex, if i were stuck on a desert island:

journal/iPod (w/ lots of books on tape downloaded on it)/ valium/ friends ?

paint/ paper/ pens

: )

suzy amazes herself yet once again!

she works in an office currently only two days a week… tuesday and wednesday.

and works from home one day. so she has a project each week to bring into the office, one that she should have done on thursday,,, or friday…. sat, sun?, monday, right.  out of all thos days, she could have made time for this project. she was busy this week wih volunteer stuff and art stuff, but she could have found a better time than> 5 am tuesday morning. till now.

for the second week in a row.

ahhh suzy. i love you, but you are driving me crazy!

;  )